It’s Time…

…we started talking about the ginormous elephant in the room.And I’ve surely chosen a supreme time to tackle this Mr. Dumbo.S L E E P Of course, I would choose such a sticky topic to blog about after 10 o’clock at night, but I digress.GO TO BEDBut, if you’re refusing, there’s nowhere better for you […]

Paul Walker~

I’m so mad, you don’t even know. I almost want to tell you to blame it all on me, almost, but it’s not my fault, and you’re already five steps ahead of me, anyways. You had me, and I melted, in the palm of your hand. You lied to me, too. You never thought I […]

MOMSY

my dearest, darlingest Momsy,I know, mom, that you’ve been worrying about me since I couldn’t breathe in ’95, and then your life all but stopped again when I died in 2012, and let’s be real, you haven’t really recovered since but I just wanted to let you know, I’m good😍 Nicole and I live in […]

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I just signed up for Journalate but I literally have no idea why when I have two wordpress and like 47 separate blogger accounts lol maybe because it’s marketed as private? I can’t comprehend anything as being private. At least, I haven’t been able to for like the last eleven years. Not since my dad […]

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Today we’re talking about the word greenGreen is important. Not because of the whole ‘The WORLD needs to be more green,’ bit that Congress and the President is on, but because there’s multiple MEANINGS to the word. Because the American dollar is green, people generally associate feelings of greed, or desire and lust with money, […]

MY WEIGHT-LOSS JOURNEY

When I went to see the plastic surgeon in the middle of July about getting a breast reduction, I weighed almost 240 lbs. Uhh what? I moved out October 29th, 2018. I stayed skinny for a bit, but then put on 90 pounds (give or take) in a little over a year and a half. […]

RACE

Something that pisses me off is when people make a big deal over differences. The whole “Black Lives Matter” bit is another sore topic in my eyes. White Lives Matter Too. Disabled Lives Matter. Oriental Lives Matter. ALL LIVES FUCKING MATTER. 🎤📍 (mic drop) what got me thinking about this was the fact that every […]

It’s been 5ever

And not really much is new. I still live under nes, my family has for all intents and purposes disowned me, and I feel like Erik will never marry me. Not exactly sure I want him to, because he refuses to get a job. Excuse me, sir, but how are you supposed to support me […]